I could never make the most of the situation

Every time that we were close I would feel amazing

And it's like every time I hoped you'd reciprocate it

But now I'm buried in my home and don't know why I'm waiting

Noided and avoiding every thought (Damn)

In the time apart I remember what I forgot

So I gave my affection and asked for none

Surprisingly you gave it back, but now you’re gone

What do I do with that? What do I do with that?

What do I do with that? What do I do with that?

I don’t know where my happiness lies

Maybe it’s in a disguise

Maybe it’s playing hide and seek secretly

I think you found a place in my mind

That day I died in those eyes

I don’t think anyone’s gonna seek for me

Everything I said was true

I would miss it all for you

I don’t want a thing to end

I just wanna play pretend