Hostage

(Holding me hostage up in my head)

(Getting so tired of losing my friends)

Oh, another reminder of why

These chemicals are my only hope

For surviving another night

Cold, even if I live in the light

These years alone keep me far behind

All my enemy lines

I ain't one to wait on, wait on

Been getting used to saying so long

I'm praying that it's not contagious

Even if I'm left forsaken

Holding me hostage up in my head

Getting so tired of losing my friends

Living so haunted, sleep when I'm dead

I've been unconscious again and again

Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage

Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage

I've been misunderstanding the signs

It's hard to breathe when the enemy

Is the only me that feels alive

Your mind, it always changes on the fly

You're telling me that I'm what you need

But I know you're a liar

I ain't one to wait on, wait on

Been getting used to saying so long

I'm praying that it's not contagious

Even if I'm left forsaken

Holding me hostage up in my head

Getting so tired of losing my friends

Living so haunted, sleep when I'm dead

I've been unconscious again and again

Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage

Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage

Trapped here for all my days

Wrapped up in my old ways

Will they remember me?

Holding me hostage up in my head

Getting so tired of losing my friends

Living so haunted, sleep when I'm dead

I've been unconscious again and again

Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage

Holding me, holding me, holding me hostage