It's okay to not be okay

That's what they told me

Well I roll up and drink some OJ like every morning

And it's always 'bout what they don't say

Not what they do

I been in la la land with the crew

Now I'm back home and I'm talking to you

Caught in a mood but

I'm trying to get back to some better things

They talk last year now they tryna link

Prolly think I was born yesterday

I don't really care what the fuck think

You prolly wasting your energy

Let me see any reason, want me gone

But stay in my mind

Except for when you're in the session

Getting sick of these parties, they starting to get depressing

And yes, it's weird how people say that I been changing

Only thing that change were my number

People say I'm acting famous, that's fake shit

But I see my relatives on holidays

They asking me 'bout colleges when honestly I don't even know, yeah

I'm just trying to catch another flight

God forbid I was sitting at home, baby tell me you know

I'm so sick of always waking, feel the same way every day

I think that maybe I've been getting too grown, yeah

Feels like I'm floating but I'm sinking, baby

I'm just overthinking but it's probably 'cause I been on the go, yeah

Yeah, fuck that, I don't wanna come back

Maybe I'm a scumbag, yeah

Yeah, well fuck that

I don't wanna come back, maybe I'm a scumbag, yeah

Maybe I'm a scumbag

Faded everyday, my mom like you won't get your lunch back

But you tell me why they on my ballsack?

Bitch, I'm still a minor, I ain't signing on no contract

But I'ma be me till the world ends

Slide all her messages like motherfuck your boyfriend

And the screenshots of our convo that you tweeted, that's annoying

Now so many girls try and scream my name

You woulda thought I was in a boyband, like

Uh, I can't stay too long

If you a scumbag, I know this your favorite song

You could break my heart, just don't break my bond

Tell these ol' heads that I really ain't too young

'Cause I'm the man now like Emancipation

Sorry baby, but I cannot date you

I just got back from Australia and now I'm onto another nation

Fuck a conversation, I'm too awkward

I can't even talk words

But I'm still a real one

And they still some imposters

So I ponder 'bout the path that I have taken

Sometimes I wonder if I'm even gonna make it

People are fake, they can shape-shift

But I do not trust 'em

So shout out to myself and my conscious

Like ah, I can't stay too long

If you a scumbag, I know this your favorite song

I been tryna figure out a way to right my wrongs

Now I'm finally 'bout it, kill it, I admit baby, you know that I

I'm so sick of always waking, feel the same way every day

I think that maybe I've been getting too grown, yeah

Feels like I'm floating but I'm sinking, baby

I'm just overthinking but it's probably 'cause I been on the go, yeah

Well, fuck that, I don't wanna come back

Maybe I'm a scumbag, yeah

Yeah, well fuck that

I don't wanna come back, maybe I'm a scumbag, yeah

I'm so sick of always waking, feel the same way every day

I think that maybe I've been getting too grown, yeah

Feels like I'm floating but I'm sinking, baby

Maybe I'm just overthinking but it's probably

Cause I've been on the go, yeah

Well, fuck that, I don't wanna come back

Maybe I'm a scumbag, yeah

Yeah, well fuck that

I don't wanna come back, maybe I'm a scumbag, yeah