Tethering

Yesterday I went home Or at least The place it's supposed to be And you weren't there  And I knew you wouldn't be The places I couldn't help but see We're still there in suspended memory It's unspoken but always known That a titan does not let go Without slipping from forced command Then the senses just seem to end* There I am inside this town again Reminded that it's just a house It's just a street There is nothing tethering my belief that Something still waits here for me And sometimes I really try When I visit To get what feels so lost In the bedroom Or the place where I grew up Bed sits quiet and so is Ben* My mom cooks breakfast while I sleep in Still feels hollow Like no end And I realize and hope it ends I found shelter Blanket name*