Suffer Debt

Felt regret more than anything

Got a suffer debt hanging over me

And I wanna breathe slow with lungs like time forgot

But the ache, it knows, and it pokes the back of my throat

But I hold on, just like frayed ends

Just like a dropped call, cutting in then out

Just like all the time we lost

Can't keep my eyes off the trash that lines roads I take to work

And I want to grow like a mother's love

But the light won't show gentle repose

So I hold on, just like frayed ends

Just like a frail porch so close to giving in

And I hold on, feels like a drain spin

Oh, I've got a lot of those still waiting

Running off, it's been contemplated many times

Sometimes it feels so bad I can't even express myself

I don't even know where to start

Pulled in all directions in a senseless overflow

Every time, it really wants to slit my future wide

Gets hard to nullify exactly what it wants from me

Exactly where it hides

If I figure it out, will it go? I do not know