Thought You'd Never Ask

7 weeks is enough of a hell But even so I've got nothing so tell me Honey drink I'm down to wager, If you'll down this cup of jäger God's not watching nor the savior, Guess we've fallen out of favor I never thought I would end up with you Another day we've got nothing to do We'll feel alone when we're together, Pretend it's all the better Stuck in silence in a bender, But darling just remember I only show the best of my intentions Even when I've lost all sight of heaven How are you I forgot to mention I keep a smile on so you don't ask questions Quit my job it's been tough to pay the rent Not keeping track of how much we've really spent Let's go blackout at the bar, Oh baby please we'll use the card Don't wanna feel this $h*t tomorrow -*#k how much we've gotta borrow It's getting colder on my side of the bed Can't get up like the sheets are made of lead Bite the bullet feel the sunrise Work is calling might be unwise Boss won't let it slide Oh God I think we're bout to capsize I only show the best of my intentions Even when I've lost all sight of heaven How are you I forgot to mention I keep a smile on so you don't ask questions Please believe that you're better off When you are lying next to me Now I see that the lies won't help me stop it bleed Please believe that you're better off When you are lying next to me Now I see that the lies won't help me stop it bleed Why are we Stuck in this dark place I never once was free Hurt me please Cause I can't die inside these dreams Sever me Don't let me fizzle out like all my stolen dreams Look for me Don't let me -- hear me scream!