Losing My Life

Do I know you?

Yes, you do

This seems so familiar

You're in a dream

Who are you?

I am your reflection

You've been asleep for a very long time

I lay awake every night, looking back on my life

Will apologies to the people I love for the things I've done really make it right?

I guess it might, just then I realized

My past is the reason I'm here right now, as a matter of fact, I won't apologize

You bitches always pissed 'cause I am constantly changing

Think of how far that I've made it from my incarceration, it's amazing, ain't it?

But I'm in the zone, I'm a rolling stone

I'm coming home, but I'm not alone

Do I really gotta let another motherfucker know?

No, I won't surrender, surrender

No, I won't let you bring me down

So where the hell do I go from here?

Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone

Feels so insincere?

Like everyone's out to get me

Who will save my life?

How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?

Please, don't mind me

I just kill myself sometimes

Uh, daddy?

Yes, honey?

Why did you go to jail?

Uh

I'm a lot smarter than you think

Everything I did was planned

To get you to listen, to get your attention

You post an opinion, and it gets me bigger

Are you triggered? Haha, figures

Here's the kicker, with every trigger

I'm getting richer from offended bitter little

Twitter bitches all up in my mentions, looking for attention 'cause they're starved of it

You wanna call me king of the music scene? I got news for you, I'm the god of it

Like the second coming

I respawn like I have a reset button, hated more than Trump is

Ronnie Radke's back to rapping

Acting ratchet, release the Kraken, delete your asses

I'm not the rapture, I'm the motherfucking morning after

No, I won't surrender, surrender

No, I won't let you bring me down

So where the hell do I go from here?

Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone

Feels so insincere?

Like everyone's out to get me

Who will save my life?

How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?

Please, don't mind me

I just kill myself sometimes

I need a miracle

I'm falling way too fast, I'm sinking in too deep

I need an angel now that's watching over me

If I could just wake up, if I could make you see

I'm all alone, all alone with your sickness in me

Dad, Dad, Dad, wake up

Ah, fuck, what the?

You were having a bad dream

Where am I? Turn the fucking music off, who the fuck are you?

I'm your daughter

Oh, no, no, you're too old to be my daughter, what year is it?

It's 2033, Dad

Oh, no, no, it's not, no, no, no, no (You've been asleep for a very long time)

So where the fuck do I go from here?

Who do I believe, who do I believe when everyone

Feels so insincere?

Everyone's out to get me

Who will save my life?

How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?

Please, don't mind me 'cause I'm really trying

I just kill myself sometimes

I'm falling way too fast, I'm sinking in too deep

I need an angel now that's watching over me

If I could just wake up, if I could make you see

I'm all alone, all alone with your sickness in me

Who will save my life?

How do I believe, how do I believe in anyone?

Please, don't mind me

I just kill myself sometimes