Burn Out

Flashback to skipping my classes and pacing my floor I loved a blond boy in high school, but not anymore Now I plan out my life with every guy in the grocery store Who looks my age or looks my way And I smoke out the window when my parents are home Leave a light on at night if I'm sleeping alone And my mailbox is full, and no one calls my phone anyway Think I burned out a while ago Maybe I'll re-light one day So I take shit from the people who talk to me like I'm ten When if I write a good song and never do it again? Every time that I think I'll snap, I just bend into place Will I ever break? I take backroads to work to avoid the left turns Leave my old friends on read when they say they're concerned Only listen to songs where I know all the words by heart (words by heart) Think I burned out a while ago So where's my fresh start? Oh, oh And I zone out completely while watching TV Time slips through my hands, barely touches me I can't picture myself past the age of 33 And I go through the motions and movements alone Leave a light on at night just in case you come home Clear my mailbox for you, but you don't call my phone anyway Think I burned out a while ago Maybe I'll re-light one day