Nightmares

I wish you were the monster under my bed

And not the one I want in it

I wish you were the bad guy inside of my head

Though it's hard to admit it

Want you to be everything that's wrong with me

Not the one who could fix this

I wish you were everything I hate in the world

Not the best person in it

Don't want to love 'cause then I'll misbehave

Don't want to think of you and feel safe

Don't want to drown if there's another way

So, at the end of the day

I hope you're in my nightmares

'Cause to dream of you is unfair

I hope one day I don't care

'Cause to dream of you is unfair

I want to wake in a cold sweat

Want to feel chills on the back of my neck

Want to feel like I need space

Want to feel all of my love is misplaced

Don't want to dream

'Cause everything's not as it seems

And I'm so tired of waking

Don't want to feel this ashamed, and

Just want to know that there's someone to blame

Don't want to love 'cause then I'll misbehave

Don't want to think of you and feel saved

Don't want to drown if there's another way

So, at the end of the day

I hope you're in my nightmares

'Cause to dream of you is unfair

I hope one day I don't care

'Cause to dream of you is unfair