I'm inching out of place

The sun becomes my crux

The streets reflects the heat

You could fry eggs on my forehead

I want to find heaven

A place so thin that

No candle can breathe

I've got pure water left to bleed

So, here i find myself again

The sky is so rich

So many colours,

So many dreams,

So many clouds,

Interspersed with a truly deep and vast blue

That shows the cracks,

Where heaven splits at the seems

It's as if every cloud is chasing the next

Closing the gaps,

Trying its very best to keep any sun from reaching me

I felt a person's warmth yesterday, and she looked like you

She was missing your hair, and the shapes in her eyes

But she looked like you

It was on a flight between a place close to your home and mine

That I managed to pierce the clouds

Cut through to the blue above the grey,

But alas,

There was no heaven up there

Only her,

Asleep up against my shoulder,

And she looked like you

She-

She looked like you

I promise

She looked like you

You are still

Glistening

You're still listening

You're not walking away from me

Cordially

Your words just

Disagree

You're still listening

...

I need to be somewhere that you can't be

I need to be someone that I can't be

I need to see more than you and me

I need to breathe and breathe and be happy

I need to be someone that you can't be

I need to bleed and bleed and be happy

I teeth I beg I plead I'm not landing

I see that I'm not understanding

I see the flight paths that we left here

I need to feel the weight start to disappear

...

Flight paths meet

Only to

Separate and then

Never feel home

The sky hates us

So here we are, knee deep in mulch

A nest that we built in bulk

I promised that she looked like you, she-

Didn't only look like you, I-

Shed a tear, and I-

Share my warmth, and I-

Pull, pull, pull

Stretched conversation so thin

Only because I really didn't want it to end

I held "you"

...

The face I bear has become too shy

My angel hath fallen apart

So here's where I

Stick my foot in the door

I can't stand to see

You leave me once more