What have I been doing?

What good could come from keeping it in?

I'm terrified of losing

But fighting wars a could never win.

I watch the seasons turn it over-

I watch the reasons change over and over

To different words-

But what's between the lines don't change.

I have seen my demons.

I have seen their faces- I've seen their eyes.

They are things I should be leaving

But in that mirror I see they're still mine.

I watch the seasons turn it over-

I watch the reasons change over and over

A different day

But the same old suffocate.

So, I feel to lighten up my load, I should explode.

I am far from empty

Cause what you don't let go is bound to build up

Or take you down a piece by piece-

Man, I'm in desperate need of your love.

In my bones I'm feeling older-

This war time has changed me-

I'm no doubt colder

And I will freeze here long before I burn.

So, I feel to lighten up my load,

I should open up and let the insides show

And explode.