Old Earth

It's never easy, I'm signing up for healing Time living's the meaning, just dealing with the leaving Everybody's frontin' 'til they crack and start leaking From the eyes for-, no, actually, scrap that, a great reason Some I knew better than others, now you're my sky brothers Say 'What's on?' to my grandad, visit for a cuppa He's a funny fucker, the one and only Used to taunt and take the piss because my clothes were worn and holey And looking back ain't the same, but it makes me smile So, I'll be holding onto that for forever and a while West Country boy, and this life's full of styles Got to get over it, start weak, get strong, fuck denial And the drugs they're supplying, really ain't reliable Come the morning, I'm still asking myself 'Why's it true?' Then the pen to the page, no need for names I'm sure they all watch me struggle writing this today Right now, I only care about free women I just lost one that's been there from the beginning Always wish you'd done something when the light's dimming Late night, head spinning, wishing you were still living Then I awoke and remember that it ain't true A type of emptiness that's hard for me to paint you It's something that we all have to go through I seen it at a young age from a Grim Reaper's view This is just me to you, now he's feeling it personally The cycle is the only thing that lives for eternity Still, I'm flipping out, see, you tryin' to get the worst from me Numb with a certainty, fucking up purposely But what's it earning me? I'm never healing No words I could speak could ever express this feeling It's still peace to the lost, but not forgotten It's time for me to heal before my mind turns rotten Your mind reeling, it's time for healing Beaten down and physically bleeding Frustrated, trapped with a low ceiling Time for healing, it's time for healing Your mind reeling, it's time for healing Beaten down and physically bleeding Frustrated, trapped with a low ceiling Time for healing, it's time for healing Tears run like rivers on a face you ain't seeing I'm curled up, spaced out, concealed while I'm grieving Heart feels hollow, pain barely left it beating Seeming like it's broken, feel emotion over reason 'Cause, nah, I won't see 'em, see, yes, I'm soul seeking Asking why they gotta leave us, where are they? Am I dreaming? Holding onto memories developed when they're breathing Not vessels in the cemetery buried in the deepness To heavens, they're retreating I'm teathered to the messages that's headed to your speaker Tryin' to get this to the people for the healing they're all needing When they're on their knees screaming and bleeding, the pain is ceasing Let it out, it is relieving Both finding peace when, still, don't do just be After all, we're human beings, not human doings Who all need some healing when death is passed through us With them hazy eyes, we share pains alike Day and night, thinking about you, I feel the pain in my mind Looking for that life-line in the night sky Though patterns twisted, kinda like a tie-dye Ye, we know that life's finite So why try to hide like the pain isn't there When in hindsight, well, I probably wallowed in it too much And didn't see who I still had until I grew up Relate through mistakes, life lessons Define lives essence, behind my questions No easy answers, but infinite suggestions Stop, let me hold your weight up while you're resting Put aggression to the side, let the shield down Not time to fight, cos we must heal now Looking up, and it's gray, so you feel down But we gotta live each day, not see 'em out Your mind reeling, it's time for healing Beaten down and physically bleeding Frustrated, trapped with a low ceiling Time for healing, it's time for healing Your mind reeling, it's time for healing Beaten down and physically bleeding Frustrated, trapped with a low ceiling Time for healing, it's time for healing