Cough It Out

It's snowing right now, I wish it was summer But when the summer rolls around, I wish I was freezing They don't call me Mr. Greenside for no reason When they do, I pause and cough it out I cough it out, I cough it out, I cough it out I cough it out All the branches on the tree That we carved our initials in, seem to bend and take the shape of them And, oh, can't you see? I am delusional with love I am delusional with love I am delusional with love I don't care if you're not sorry, I forgive you And with or without your support, I will continue What I'm trying to say is you never know what you've been through 'Til you pause and cough it out I cough it out, I cough it out, I cough it out I cough it out All the branches on the tree That we carved our initials in, seem to bend and take the shape of them And, oh, can't you see? I am delusional with love I am delusional with love I am delusional with love I am delusional with love I am delusional with love I am delusional with love But whatever I did for you last year, I cannot do again It's getting harder and harder, and harder and harder, for me to call you a friend No matter how many times I say I won't, I defend you if I can But whatever I did for you last year, I cannot do again I like the in-betweens I like the time it takes to get somewhere If you know what I mean Wave your hands in the air like you just don't care I just don't care I just don't care, I just don't care, I just don't care I just don't care All the branches on the tree That we carved our initials in, seem to bend and take the shape of them And, oh, can't you see? I am delusional with love I am delusional with love I am delusional with love But whatever I did for you last year I cannot do it again I will not do it again