Second Life Syndrome

From day to day From hand to mouth We're turning around Vicious ritual Getting used to it all Falling down again We're waiting for The decrees of providence I don't want to waste Any more of my life Live from day to day Live from hand to mouth Facing the light I brush aside your plans I'm gonna have It all my own way And when that all shattered I felt I'd broken my fall Couldn't pretend that I felt strong about us anymore Without your help I finally started to live my own life I just want you to know this time I just want you to know this time And when that all shattered I felt I'd broken my fall Couldn't pretend that I felt strong about us anymore Without your help I finally started to live my own life I just want you to know this time I just want to feel your sigh on my neck Want to feel your breath, feel your need to stay You don't know my name, don't know my face Only thoughts I share in my secret place Secret exhibition, cure for loneliness I've ground to a halt, there's no turning back You know there are things I just can't forget You've helped me so much to learn to be detached But when that all shattered I felt I'd broken my fall Couldn't pretend that I felt strong about us anymore Without that help I finally started to live my own life And I know I don't need you now Secret exhibition, cure for loneliness Life is much too short to be whiled away with tears Secret exhibition, cure for loneliness I erase you now I don't need you now I erase you now with all of my past