Forgive Me (feat. Joe Kirk)

Forgive us our trespasses As we forgive those who trespass against us And lead us not into temptation But deliver us from evil For thine is the kingdom And the power And the glory Forever and ever Amen They say we determine our destiny But life's got the best of me Lord Take over I don't know what's best for me Findin' out what's left for me They want the rest of me But the strength you invest in me Learns from the lessons We were perfect 'til My past started testin' me Now it's all over told her I love her I pray she gets better see I crumbled under pressure So I write another letter But I'll never send it I know it won't make it any better Keep the past in the past Don't rattle the present I Pray that you fill up her heart and she Looks to you when it's hard If she hates me that's fine I hope that it helps In the mean time I'll work on forgivin' myself Forgive me For all the pain I bring I tried to be the one you wanted (Ohhhh) Forgive me For things I never did I live this life forever haunted Forgive me I never meant to hurt you Your happiness was all I ever thought of (noooo) Forgive me For all the pain I bring I couldn't be the one you wanted I never should've bottled it up They said the key was to communicate Now it's too late Sittin' in a hotel room Feelin' hurt Cuz I know I hurt you and I'm the one to blame Wonderin' how I could've fixed it When the thoughts crept in and I missed it With all of the doubt that took over The weight on my shoulders The times I stayed silent when I should've told her But only memories remain As I'm stuck in this moment of seeing her full of pain As I'm letting her go if I coulda' Just opened up and not lost the love But I wasn't strong enough To keep my heart above the water, drowning Hardly pounding But the emptiness surrounds me all the time And now I Just pray the Lord heals your heart and one day You can move on without me Forgive me For all the pain I bring I tried to be the one you wanted (Ohhhh) Forgive me For things I never did I live this life forever haunted Forgive me I never meant to hurt you Your happiness was all I ever thought of (noooo) Forgive me For all the pain I bring I couldn't be the one you wanted Not a day goes by I don't think about it Was I wrong Was I right Losin' sleep about it The days seem longer Silent thoughts just to focus on tomorrow I'll be honest I'm Not sure if it was for you or for me But honestly I know I wasn't happy But I pushed cuz what looked good from the outside Was just a figment of my imagination Placed in reality How can I fake it so well And I couldn't tell If I was in love anymore And to tell you the truth Nothing changed when I walked out the door I'm sorry I hurt you It's not what I wanted I'm sorry for all of the damage I'm causin' I'm sorry that I gave up And couldn't save us But if you're listening I pray you've forgiven me Forgive me For all the pain I bring I tried to be the one you wanted (I tried to be the one hey yeah) Forgive me For things I never did I live this life forever haunted (forever baby) Forgive me I never meant to hurt you Your happiness was all I ever thought of (all I ever thought of noooo) Forgive me For all the pain I bring I couldn't be the one you wanted Ooooo Baby I couldn't be Even though I tried to be Go find you eternity Somebody better than me