Panic

For weeks I looked behind me In darkest hours I'd leave the light on Couldn't see much out but you'd see in I hoped you'd try to find me I played for you, but seconds in And you tossed me like a gull tossed in the wind And I can feel the panic setting in And I can feel the panic setting in Now I can't read your writing But I like the way it looks across the pages of your books And I can hear it Like a record spinning 'round the corners of my mind Like a self-portrait from a time when you see in In darkest hours I'd leave the light on I can feel the panic setting in In darkest hours I'd leave the light on I can feel the panic setting in For weeks you've been beside me I feel you crashing over me like waves upon the stones at sea You ruin me like the tide erodes the island My sheerest cliffs are crumbling down The deepest sea's surrounding all my skin Can I make this any easier for you? Like constant white of clouded sky Sometimes I could just disappear entirely I'm heavyweight desperate now Is everything I'm doing just for you? Would I do anything for you? Oh, I'll do anything for you Could I make this more convenient for you? Like constant white of clouded sky Sometimes I could just disappear entirely I'm heavyweight desperate now Is everything I'm doing just for you? I'll do anything for you I'll do anything for you I'll do anything