I don't want to be here
We're thick with smoke and sick brains
And you are coming through like vapor
Swirling soft, blind haze
Pull back my shoulder arteries
Forget to blink
Whole, my fingers full like feathers
Whimpering, you don't hear a thing
So I'll stay here
And watch you watch me ache
And I love you
So much my body might break
You're a teacher
But I'm too loud to learn
I can't reach you
Or anyone
I have never been a drifter
This open web, this blank page
And we are coming down like winter
yellow-eyed and tight-veined
So I'll stay here
And watch you watch me ache
And I miss you so much my body might break
You're a teacher but I'm too late to learn
I can't reach you
I can't reach you
I gave it my best
But I can't feel less
I gave it my best
But I can't feel less
I gave it my best
But I can't feel less
I gave it my best
I gave it my best
So I'll stay here and you can watch me ache
I'll stay here until my body breaks
Shut my mouth I don't know what else to say
I can't reach you but I can't reach away
