Until They Can't

Back to the start before I fell apart Before you shredded up my heart Gone are the days we used to share Always afraid of missing out In all the hell that you allowed You're haunting me and hitting me You want to drown my days I've been here for so long Isolation is my home Another moment and I'll fall into a desolation Back to sentences looping in my head Where they lay unmarked My saturated diary bleeds The pen breaks the edge Each drawing in red Is all the hell that you allowed All the evil I obtained It victimized me I'm all too weak Everything is hard to comprehend I know everything feels so unreal But I can't believe it Always afraid of missing out In all the hell that you allowed You're haunting me and hitting me You want to drown my days I've been here for so long Isolation is my home Another moment and I'll fall into a desolation Always afraid of missing out In all the hell that you allowed You're haunting me and hitting me You want to drown my days I've been here for so long Isolation is my home Another moment and I'll fall into a desolation My saturated diary bleeds The pen breaks the edge Each drawing in red