im scared of falling in love

I'm scared of falling love Falling in love Falling in love, oh I'm scared of falling love Falling in love Falling in I'm scared of falling Of falling in love Falling in love again, oh I'm scared of falling Of falling in love Of falling in love, oh Yeah, I saw darkness in her beauty She saw beauty in my darkness She freed me from my heart But I'm still trapped inside of conscious So we, hold our feelings hostage Wasn't born this way, we're taught this And I, drink 'til I feel nauseas To convince myself I want this But I'm sick of going out on weekends Sick of waking up, so sick and weakened Spending weeks just drinking Sinking, drowning in the deep end, fuck In the mirror this reflection isn't mine but Even though I'm smiling I'm standing on the train tracks in my mind I know, angels they won't protect me Ones that I love forget me And everyone that I know found love in themselves except me I keep on searching for something that can't be seen Can't tell the difference from my nightmares and my dreams I'm a victim to addictions they control me like a Puppet when I take this stage I found pain inside of love And I found love inside these razor blades Pray to Lord, my soul to take My promises, I always break In love with the drugs I take But still my veins are filled with hate She held my heart with heavy hands The devil in a pretty stance Saw her standing all alone and asked if she would let me dance, I Was scared of falling in love, we all know the outcome 'Cause everybody needs a heart But some still live without one, fuck We all know the outcome Everybody needs a heart, but some still live without one We all know the outcome And everybody has a heart, she made me live without one I'm scared of falling Of falling in love Falling in love again, oh I'm scared of falling Of falling in love Of falling in love, oh I'm scared of falling in love Falling in love Falling in love, oh