happy ever after

I swear we talk all the time, feel like an actor I got no sense of time, what am I after? Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer Actin' like I'll fix it, you got it backwards You know we talked last night, what'd you do after? I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after 'Cause we talk all the time, feel like an actor I got no sense of time, what am I after? Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer Actin' like I'll fix it, you got it backwards When you called last night, I didn't answer I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after And now the sadness turn to anger, what's the matter? I served my love upon a platter, but that shit shattered You notice how you mind my business, bitch, you're a witness All the work I put into this, shit made me lifeless Yeah, I see they try to judge me, but are they happy? I know they're everything I could be, but I just wanna feel free It feels like maybe it's not worth it, I'm just a bother I wanna live my life happy ever after 'Cause we talk all the time, feel like an actor I got no sense of time, what am I after? Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer Actin' like I'll fix it, you got it backwards And when you called last night, I didn't answer I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after- My mind drifts away to a vacant place I wanna talk, but it's hard for me, I'm too afraid I don't believe in myself, I think that I'm a waste You left me broken, yeah, you left me in some disarray I know you might think that I'm a fuck-up I run my mouth, I can never seem to shut up My feelings run away, and I can't seem to catch up I'm tryna leave all this stress and all this pressure Try to build a wall, but it came crashin' right down I'm standin' in my silence, I will not make a sound, no All these thoughts go inside of my head, spin around, but It's so hard to let my guard back up when it's down No feeling in my chest, I can't feel my heart pulsin' You know I'm in pain, you already know I'm hurtin' There's a hole inside of my heart as deep as the ocean Puttin' on an effort so long, I'ma close the curtains 'Cause we talk all the time, feel like an actor I got no sense of time, what am I after? Tell me that you meant it, wrong answer Actin' like I'll fix it, you got it backwards And when you called last night, I didn't answer I got no sense of time, lost in the laughter Tell me that I'm worth it, make it matter I wish that I was perfect, happy ever after