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I wake up early to get things started I do my makeup and I do my hair I practice walking and speaking softly So it looks easy as if I don't care On bad days, I take it slowly On good days, I'm up and out in an hour The past is over, it's just behind me It's getting closer but it holds no power I don't want to know I don't want to know what they're saying about me I don't want to know I don't want to show that it devastates me I'm living somewhere nobody goes to I'm speaking in a language nobody talks The window broken, a cold wind blows through My soul, a series of electrical shocks (Ha-ah, ha-ah, ha-ah) (Ha, ha, ha, ha) A failed equation, a hypothetic A woman standing but constructed to fall Existing as a minimalism Only just barely as a woman at all I don't want to know I don't want to know what they're saying about me I don't want to know I don't want to show that it devastates me I don't want to know (I don't want to) I don't want to know what they're saying about me (I don't want to know) I don't want to know (I don't want to) I don't want to go where the demons breed (I don't want to know) (I don't want to) (I don't want to know) (I don't want to) Ah-ah-ah (I don't want to know) Ah-ah-ah (I don't want to) (I don't want to know)