You Were My Everything

This goes out to someone that was Once the most important person in my life. I didn't realize it at the time. I can't forgive my self for the way I treated you, So I don't really expect you to either. It's just... I don't even know. Just listen You're the one that I want The one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you I knew it was real I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasn't me: let me show you the way I look for the sun but it's raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't wanna get hurt But I didn't know I made everything worst You told me we are crazy in love But you didn't care when push came to shove If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit Now you push me away like you never ever knew me I loved you with my heart really and truly I guess you forget about the times that we shared When I would run my fingers through your hair Late nights, just holding you in my arms I don't know how I could do you so wrong I really wanna show you I really need to hold you I really wanna know you like no one else could know you You're the number one always in my heart And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart I need you and I miss you And I want you and I love you 'Cause I wanna hold you I wanna kiss you You were my everything and I really miss you I need you and I miss you And I want you and I love you 'Cause I wanna hold you I wanna kiss you You were my everything and I really miss you I know you're gonna sit and play this with your new man And then sit and laughter as you're holding his hand The laught of that just shatters my heart It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart At times we was off I was scared to show you Now, I wanna hold you until I can't hold you. Without me, Everything seens stranger Your name is forever planted in my brain Damn it. I'm insane Take away the pain Take away the hurt, Baby We can make it work What about when you looked into my eyes Told me you love me as you would hug me I guess everything you said was a lie I think about it, it brings tears in my eyes Now I'm not even a thought in your mind I can see clearly my love is not blind I need you and I miss you And I want you and I love you 'Cause I wanna hold you I wanna kiss you You were my everything and I really miss you I need you and I miss you And I want you and I love you 'Cause I wanna hold you I wanna kiss you You were my everything and I really miss you I just wish everything could have turned out differently. I had a special feeling about you. I thought maybe you did too and you would understand but... No matter what you'll always be in My heart and you'll always be my baby. Our first day, it seems to be magical I remember all the times that I had with you Remember when you first came to my house? You looked like an angle wearing that blouse We hit it off I know it was real but now I can't take all the pain that I feel Reach in your heart. I know I'm still there. I don't wanna hear that you no longer care. Remember the times? Remember when we kissed? I didn't think you would ever do me like this I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed. I thought you'll be there for me. This I confess You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy. I tried, I tried, I tried and I'm trying. Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying I need you and I miss you And I want you and I love you 'Cause I wanna hold you I wanna kiss you You were my everything and I really miss you I need you and I miss you And I want you and I love you 'Cause I wanna hold you I wanna kiss you You were my everything and I really miss you And I do miss you. I just thought we were meant to be. I gusse now. We'll never know. The only thing I want is for you to be happy Whether it be with me or without me. I just want you to be happy.