To Live and Die and Love Again (feat. Ballout John)

I act up more than yesterday I pass myself with everyday To live and die and love again To live and die again I act up more than yesterday I pass myself with everyday To live and die and love again To live and die again That boy try to hurt me, he was outta luck One thing about him, never gave a motherfuck Spreadin' rumors if I make it to another month Like I said bruh, I never gave a motherfuck Whip It like a dominatrix, speed and cause a blowout Call up Bally, cross us once, bitch and it's a shootout If I'm in Hawaii they declare this bitch a Luau Icon, the animal, they say I'm acting too wild Was taking meds more expensive than your chain cost A year later and your life is in same spot If I told you what I been through you would pass out Fuck around is always easier than finding out They acting like the church I can't feel myself Bitches lose me and they kill theyself Arrived At Non-Places feel chills myself Icon Dylan bruh, I can't live and die again I act up more than yesterday I pass myself with everyday To live and die and love again To live and die again I act up more than yesterday I pass myself with everyday To live and die and love again To live and die again I been in feelings Lately I been fucking with them bows my nose itching Hemi blowing pass, you smell the strongs, I'm getting lifted Been Thinking bout my pops, he beat the block and started living Been thinking bout that rolls i need the roof with stars in it Yeah I heard you niggas finished Been heavy in my bag, yeah it's time to make them feel it Going heavy on my wrist, I want the Patek make it frigid I'm bouta grow my dreads it feel like crumbles back for vengeance You can't tell me you don't feel us, bitch I died but still living My momma need a house, I ain't gone stop until she in it Going hard for my nieces, expensive pain they ain't gone feel it Been thinking bout my brother, long live lotto made a killing We been trippin since a minion 21 but worth a million Was a toddler round them bows When I got grown I got right in it VVS, it cost price, I'm coming ice to fight my demons I'm been acting up Im tripping, I told Ev it's time to get it, I can't let me die again I act up more than yesterday I pass myself with everyday To live and die and love again To live and die again I act up more than yesterday I pass myself with everyday To live and die and love again To live and die again Doing better is tougher than being worse off You'll never beat me not one of you little jerkoffs Grip on my sanity harder than what my socks was Illness took my childhood, I spent my life boxed up Master of the healing arts Living through my villain arc Village raise a child by design they keep us all apart Shit will get Harry but I'm prolly going Voldemort They hold the boy back, but I'm steady staying moving forward Mental health odyssey, neoliberal policy, systemic society ask themself: what's wrong with me? They'll have to make a class on my triumph Roaring through the mountains, loose skin is tough as fuck I can't be wide eye'd anymore, die for you anymore My ducts too dry, I can't cry for you anymore I still try for you more uh I still try for you more, Laur