Swinging At Ghosts

Taking more prescriptions than Fuch did Can't sleep, my nightmares I experience them lucid Tears sneaking down my eyes from the smack of the broomstick Life kick you while you're down aye, something like Bruce Lee Withdrawal symptoms multiple kinds Ain't nothing to gain from inside of their lines Had to let her fly, couldn't see the demise Then I spent the whole summer going out of my mind Eyes wide awake in the nighttime I've Arrived At Non-Places, I was searching for lifelines Finding all the answers mighta taken a lifetime I looked up from my studies and the time, it flew right by Reflecting on what shouldn't have happened Yeah my heart stronger and I wonder the cost was Feet got welted climbing top of the mountain Miseducation, who was really the lost one? Secrets in your eyes that I've internalized Pantomimed him until it's true to life Sprinting through the fire getting burned alive Cauterized lies, know it isn't right Cold cold world flash froze up my heart Burn the village down just to feel the warmth Gather my emotions had them face the wall Point blank range, I execute them all Secrets in your eyes I couldn't penetrate Cold cold past, it put you in this state Yeah I wasn't man enough to understand All we see is dark, we threw the sun away At my loneliest I always think of you Didn't need the last laugh, I just needed you In my darkest times I still think of you Came a man a last, broke my soul in two