Mythologize Me

So cautious, I was Just a kid and for what it was worth Well, it wasn't All of the suffering I thought, maybe one day I'll use this in a good way Isn't it great what I made of it? Just a boring anorexic Brain addled, sympathetic To all who thought me so special and pathetic I'm just so fucked up You couldn't understand me Boy in the backseat, won't you mythologize me? Make me in your perfect image of a girl So sweet but always incomplete and grateful for Your needs to give me meaning Oh, what a relief from feeling Oh, I am only ever gonna be a waste Of my potential that they said would come with pain All I can do is fantasize About how you fantasize about me Ain't it great? Show up late On your arm Set the slate Talk my ear off and wait til the band starts to play In the crowd I am anyone I'm dancing all crazy You shoot me a look and I know I'm misbehaving If I ever said "Hey, fuck you" and lost my head You know, I would bet you'd find a way to find it sexy Make me in your perfect image of a girl Batshit crazy All I need is you to turn my world right side up again What would I ever do without men? Oh, I am only ever gonna be a waste Of my potential that they said would come with pain All I can do is fantasize About how you fantasize about me Make me in your perfect image of a girl So sweet but always incomplete and grateful for Your needs to give me meaning Oh, what a relief from feeling Call me only when you wanna pick a fight Bout how you could never love me when it's right When I get myself together I know You won't want me when I'm better