Alien

So will I ever feel at home again? So will I ever feel at home again? Never been one to talk about my emotions I'm exhausted from my thoughts and then my mouth won't open So terrified you'll look behind the mask I wear so well 'Cause I'm confident you'll hate me like I hate myself I don't care to fit in 'cause I got no friends Swear I'm trying my best, but I'm an alien I wish I could let you get under my skin But I'm alone in this world, guess I'm an alien So will I ever feel at home again? So will I ever feel at home again? I apologize for my jaded mind It never really figured out the perfect words Swear I mean well when they crash and burn Don't look me in the eyes for long, you'll make 'em suffocate I'll fixate on how I don't belong, give up and finally say I don't care to fit in 'cause I got no friends Swear I'm trying my best, but I'm an alien I wish, I could let you get under my skin But I'm alone in this world, guess I'm an alien So will I ever feel at home again? So will I ever feel at home again? Wish I could be a bit more human Not lost in permanent confusion Wish I could be a bit more human Find peace in all of my delusions I don't care to fit in 'cause I got no friends Swear I'm trying my best, but I'm an alien I wish, I could let you get under my skin But I'm alone in this world, guess I'm an alien So will I ever feel at home again? (Yeah) So will I ever feel at home again? (Don't belong in the world) So will I ever feel at home again? (Never feel at home) So will I ever feel at home again? So will I ever feel at home again? So will I ever feel at home again?