Can't Stop

There's a place I try to go, so far from here I close my eyes, I try to, to disappear I look around in my own way But what I see I never, never really know I wander 'round until I feel it coming on And then it's, it's time to go I don't want to be here falling out of place Confusion's the consensus, fighting for my space And then you make me open my eyes and come back All I wanted was some time, some time to think, that's all I needed I would have been okay with just a little time My time not your time, you never have time I want to know I tried You're probably here right now waiting Waiting for that moment to ambush me Swallow my hopes, crush my confidence Pull me down, pull me down lower than you ever have before Just see if you grab my heart and rip it out And then you chew on and spit it out Throw it over the ground and stomp all over it Laughing, laughing hysterically, tellin' me to do something Knowing that I won't, knowing that I can't Knowing that you're me and I'm you And I can never hate you as much as you hate me Knowing the weaker I get, the stronger you are Knowing how weak I am, knowing how strong you are Can't stop the running, can't stop the running The runaway emotions in me Now you got them running, can't stop the running The runaway emotions in me I lived it, I live it, it's not easy to say I felt it, I feel it, it's just another day It scares me, why does it dare me? You know it ain't a fair fight Rain overtakes me, it tries to break me You know that something ain't right Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running The runaway emotions in me Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running The runaway emotions in me, set my body free They don't make no seatbelt for the mind So I can't fasten up for this ride Running away, can't stop the runaway emotions Not right, can't fight, can't stop the runaway emotions Fighting, hiding, can't stop the runaway emotions Hypnotized, paralyzed, can't stop the runaway emotions I was scared, I am scared I know that but I'm not afraid doing at it She being scared that don't bother me It's just a feeling, I can do with that I know what it is, that's what I don't know What I can't feel that's what bothers me That's what really scares me See right now I'm scared, really scared 'Cause I can feel it, emotionally paralyzed, light headed Like you know when you got a pass out, actually I wish I would You know kind of like when you gotta sneeze, the relief it brings Just waiting, waiting for something to happen Waiting for that moment to renew a [Incomprehensible] See the moment takes you nowhere Know what's realm, right now, no one's with you, right? Know what, it's what you bring to me Know it's like an itch that I can't scratch, like an itch in the brain Knowing your body figure out a way to scratch it, just itches more Can't stop the running, can't stop the running The runaway emotions in me Now you got them running, can't stop the running The runaway emotions in me I hate it, I hate me, like my consistency I've seen it, I see it, I'm talking literally So much lying, too much denying It's time to face the facts You can't help me, these cards will deal me They are the final acts Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running The runaway emotions in me Now you got 'em running, can't stop the running The runaway emotions in me, set my body free Oh no, you really done it this time Can't stop the runaway emotions Can't stop the runaway emotions Can't stop the runaway emotions Can't stop the runaway emotions There's a place I try to go, so far from here I close my eyes but I can't, can't disappear