Almost Always Better (Almost Always Worse)

I still think about what you said I still hear it ring in my head I'm counting the colors I haven't bled Warming the layers I haven't shed Recurring dreams of a place in time Where I wake up and I'm feeling fine Resurface the mental dichotomy Of what's ahead or in front of me The face you make when I humor you The space I take when I fill a room Overstimulation, without hesitation I'm running in circles around you Guess I'll never win Guess I'm a hypocrite It came flooding in I still wanted it I still think about what you said I still hear it ring in my head I'm watching your colors in infrared Playing you like a marionette Again, again, again. Do you hear that? That's the sound of me minding my own damn business Yeah, do you hear that? That's the sound of me taking my own advice But I could take a rope and run it Through the spaces in your mind and pull it tight And I could weigh you down with all the Asphalt pumping through my veins, only if you'd like 'Cause I like you, I really like you So I'll spare you, I'll spare you the details Again, again