Anger

I hold a mirror to myself Try to see what I've done With all the years that seem to have gone to waste And who do I have to blame For all of my intent When I chose to pursue an uncertain end Trace the lines that melt into my face from all the Hopeful lies of all I could accomplish if I Only try but trying gets you nothing, nowhere Half the time, half the time And who do I have to blame For all of my intent When I chose to pursue an uncertain end And I'm so tired of everyone around me Promising gold when there's nothing for me I've heard it all before that I deserve it But it was never real for me Waging war with myself Losing track of time Years I've spent in this world A world that was never mine A world that was never mine I can try to forget this Live as if it was only for the good of it Like it was all intended Nothing more than a summer worth of memory I saw the future where I stood before the mountain I saw the ending and it's nothing like I imagined So cold, yet I can't seem to let it go This heart wants to feel something tangible My skin can't take anymore distress It hurts in ways that I cannot express Don't blame me for my hate and rage Don't blame me for my hate and rage