Peace

I can say that I'm ok And that I will be alright I've seen the world in shades of gray I never knew the taste of light Now let me ponder on my past All the mistakes that I made All of the trust that I gave I know I'm never getting back Despite the hurt that I wear I promise I still care, I still care Considering everything that I've done All that I've seen, It meant nothing to anyone But whose to blame For putting faith beyond myself I should have seen I should have seen it coming I've been angry, selfish, self manipulative Foolish, careless Tired of the promises that never meant anything I'm letting go of everything That seems to weigh me down I want to be proud of my skin Even if it lets me drown The thoughts in my mind Always seem to coincide With everything that's ever gone wrong In my life But I am here trying to stay Above the water, I feel the sway It pulls me down, I breathe it in It's so familiar, a medicine The thoughts in my mind are ever present So I am trying to break their chains around me I'm letting go and moving on Trying to correct my wrongs If you could see inside of me Then you would know, I mean these lines To anyone whose ever done me wrong Please listen to every word of this song I'm never going to find peace until you know That I forgive everything you've ever done Think of everything I ever tried to say Every word I spilled onto every empty page I'm letting go of everything That seems to weigh me down I want to be proud of my skin Even if it lets me drown I'm letting go and moving on Trying to correct my wrongs If you could see inside of me Then you would know, I mean these lines I'm letting go and moving on Trying to correct my wrongs If you could see inside of me Then you would know, I mean these lines