the cake is a lie

Tell them, I don't got a problem I just wanna get out of the ground If you wanna get up, tell you to strike me down Always been stubborn If I die then I'm gon' die on this hill (huh, yes, yes) There ain't no chemical imbalance you can fix with a pill Gotta keep my composure (gotta keep it) Staring at the clock just to see when it's over You don't think I control it I can rewind myself, that's decent exposure Crisis averted, see now, this part makes me worried, I lied Think I deserve it, but, baby, you've been perverting my life You can't confirm it but for you, I put my life on the line Tried to walk carefully, but terribly, the cake is a lie Tried to run it back, just won't take my own advice Try to open your mind, you know normally you're fine Don't think I can take anymore Ah, left my gun on the floor Please try to close your eyes, the cake is a lie Don't think I'll ever find a remedy for pain in my chest I would've said some 'til I could control my breath Uh, darling, you can't save me now (you can't save me now) Tried to drink but the well's dried out Crisis averted, see now, this part makes me worried, I lied Think I deserve it, but baby, you've been perverting my life You can't confirm it but for you, I put my life on the line Tried to walk carefully, but terribly, the cake is a lie The cake is a lie