Happier Not Knowing

Something wrong with me

Something wrong with me

I don't understand

Why I can't pull it out of me

Don't how to be who I really am

Don't know how to be myself

They told me I shouldn't dwell

Can't play these cards that I've been dealt

But I would trade this hand for something

New and more familiar

Sick of always holding back, I wish I didn't have a filter

I just wanna feel more

Hope I'm on the right path, lately I've been on a detour

I'm too distracted, my head's drifting from this place

Half the time I just don't learn from my mistakes

Think I might be happier not knowing what went wrong

Some things I can't look past so I just play along

If I could I would not go back to change it

If I talked to a younger me, I don't think I could persuade him

When I was a kid I was always in trouble with adults

Don't know what I did, I was never listening when they talked

Even threw a fist at another kid, I was in the wrong

(I was always in the wrong)

My attention is in a deficit, always written off

(Don't hear what you're saying to me)

Something wrong slipped through the cracks

It's so easy to trace it back

There's something off in how I act

My train of thought's on different tracks

There's no one left to blame it on

I'm sick of falling on my face

But I didn't get this hand for nothing

Think I might be happier not knowing what went wrong

Some things I can't look past so I just play along

If I could I would not go back to change it

If I talked to a younger me, I don't think I could persuade him

Something wrong slipped through the cracks

It's so easy to trace it back

There's something off in how I act

My train of thought's on different tracks