THE ONE YOU LOVED

Do you remember what I said

The night that I just spilled my soul?

I told you things about myself

Things that no one else should know

You see the thoughts behind my eyes

You try to ask but you don't pry

We feel the same, but we don't speak

You cannot make up your mind

There's always some form of excuse

There's nothing left for me to prove

I try to hold on 'cause I know

I hate to lose

What happened to the one I loved?

Was the change in me not strong enough?

Was there something else?

'Cause I tried my best

What happened to the one I loved?

Was the sober me not good enough?

Is there someone new?

I can't get through to you

I can't get out of my head

Time with you is what I dread

When it's you and me, apparently

I don't seem to faze you, so I chase you

Just to be shot down and never break through

All these fucked up restless nights

Always haunt my sleepless mind

Only trying to survive

But you won't even look me in my eyes

Always some form of excuse

There's nothing left for me to prove

I'm tryna hold on but I know

I need to lose

What happened to the one I loved?

Was the change in me not strong enough?

Was there something else?

'Cause I tried my best

What happened to the one I loved?

Was the sober me not good enough?

Is there someone new?

I can't get through to you

I start to think out loud

And with every sound, she breaks with a shattered soul

She was a black hole in our own space

In our own space

What happened to the one I loved?

Was the sober me not good enough?

Was there something else?

'Cause I tried my best

What happened to the one I loved?

Was the sober me not strong enough?

Is it something else?

I can't get through to you

What happened to the one I loved?

Was the change in me not strong enough?

Was there something else?

'Cause I tried my best

What happened to the one I loved?

Was the sober me not good enough?

Is there someone new?

I can't get through to you

What happened to the one I loved?

Was the change in me not strong enough?

Was there something else?

'Cause I tried my best

What happened to the one I loved?

Was the sober me not good enough?

Is there someone new?

I can't get through to you

Is there someone new?

I can't get through to you