Not the One

I, Im not complaining bout the outcome Im just complaing bout the nights The nights of feeling so Unmasked by your pretentious caring The way you push yourself towards making up for the time I have been chasing dreams that were never truly mine After all this time you still tryna haunt my head But this time I will not bend! Im not the one thats broken! Im not the one that needs to change! Ive faced my inner doubts and now I can finally breathe! And I keep searching For a way to live right next to your own door And i was learning Yeah To act like I dont mind that you are gone We all have a story And you told me yours Over and over Till I lost my own And when I have told you that I am okay! I was just fighting through pain! Im not the one thats broken! Im not the one that needs to change! Ive faced my inner thoughts and now I can finally breath Although myself was also falling apart Giving up everything just for the thought To see you smile, to hear your voice telling me you're okay And now I ask myself how selfish I was? Not thinking 'bout those that love me the most! And now i see, just so clearly what it means to be myself again! Im not the one that's broken Im not the one that needs to change Im not the one that's broken Im not the one that needs to change Ive faced my inner doubts and now I can finally breath Im not the one that's out of line Asking for some peace of mind