Pulse

Trapped within an endless spiral of past feelings Phasing in, the memories of me waiting for you Of me waiting for you But now I clearly see Walking after you I've seen Your shadow casting over me Hope that I can be the one Who follows in your wake Leaving on that snowy day When I saw your footprints fade away Been waiting for the time for you to finally Lead my way I'm holding on And now I'm able to admit myself That I'm stronger than you've ever thought I'd be Just keep watching watching from afar Why I became who I am today And now I'm asking myself why It's so hard to love you If I could Just act like I don't mind If I could just ask at the right time If I could move past all those false lies If I simply could just move on with my life Call Forth all the past times When you, held me right there in your arms I would have never thought to get the chance To be so close to my old self Stuck within anger and frustration Towards the one I've been Trying so hard to find the words to Say to you to say to you And now I'm able to admit myself That I'm stronger than you've ever thought I'd be Just keep watching watching from afar Why I became who I am today And now I'm asking myself why It's so hard to love you Just please tell me that All those memories Me waiting by the doorstep Weren't just false remedies For me to close the gap Everytime you're reaching out to me You seem to forget That I have become someone Who shoulders all regret Tell me, tell me How many times have we watched those sunsets Tell me, tell me How many times I've wished you'd still hold my hand And now I'm able to admit myself That I'm stronger than you've ever thought I'd be Just keep watching watching from afar Why I became who I'm today And now I'm asking myself why It's so hard to love you Just act like I dont mind Just ask at the right time Move past all those false lies If I simply could just move on with my life