Right now

Look at me, I feel homesick

Want my dog in the door

And the light in the kitchen

From the fridge, on the floor

And the faint overhearing

Of my mom on the phone

Through the walls of my bedroom

Things that I shouldn't know

Think the bus might be broken

'Cause the shocks never work

We're collectively hoping

That the drive will be short

People 24/7

It's the best and a curse

All they do is remind me

That I'm still introverted

I'm so high, but can't look down

Left my past life on the ground

Think I'm more alive somehow

I feel like myself right now

Pretty far from the ocean

Never thought that would hurt

Every lake here is frozen

Which is making it worse

This is somebody's hometown

Never been here before

Writing down every street sign

Missed the spelling, I'm sure

And I ended a friendship

On the day that I left

And though I really meant it

It still makes me upset

Am I losing my family

Every minute I'm gone?

What if my little brother

Thinks my leaving was wrong?

Oh, oh-oh, I'm so high, but can't look down

Left my past life on the ground

Think I'm more alive somehow

I feel like myself right now

I'm so tired, but can't sit down

What if this is it for now?

Think I'm more alive somehow

I feel like myself right now

I feel like myself right now

I feel like myself right now

I feel like myself right now

Mmm