Artist Anthem

Awwww yeahhh I am an artist I am free I am an artist It's all about me I write my own songs And I'm doing it well I am an artist and I hate myself I wake up every morning and I wish I was dead It's taking all my motivation just to get out of bed I'm so high feeling like a million dollars in debt You don't become an artist till you're fucked in the head So don't believe me when I say I'm fine I live in tragedy all the time And it's easy when I don't know why I put my sanity on the line And all my empathy has all but died I can't remember how to cry So if you see me when I'm on the mic Just know I'm bleeding deep inside And I say Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself I am an artist I am unique I say I'm normal but I'm really a freak Hi, it's very nice to meet you, call me LEX I like good music and I love rough sex I'm emotionally repressed with an avoidant attachment Antisocially depressive and devoid of compassion It's proportionally expressed in the annoying attraction I have for sadomasochistic boys in the sack But don't believe me when I say I'm fine I live in tragedy all the time And it's easy when I don't know why I put my sanity on the line And all my empathy has all but died I can't remember how to cry So if you see me when I'm on the mic Just know I'm bleeding deep inside And I say Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself Oh, we thought of offing ourselves We made our art but put our lives on the shelf It's like yo See all I wanted was fame But maybe fame and misery are one and the same So like Maybe I should just give up on the game I could save myself the strain of ever going insane I'm making the change, abstaining from pain and any danger I can waste my brain and make the whole world safer So believe me when I say I'm fine I live in apathy all the time And it's easy when I don't know why I put my vanity on the line And my antipathy is clandestine You'll never catch me out of line But if you see me when I'm on the mic Know that I'm going out my mind Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself Oh, I need professional help I am an artist and I hate myself