I Could Never Be Loved

I could never be loved I could never be loved I've gotta hold on, couldn't be loved I could never be loved I could never be loved I've gotta hold on, couldn't be loved Yeah, uh It's been like three months of no talking Walking by myself, no more eyes to get lost in Keep on looking back all the time, I'll be honest I hate being alone, at least I got my conscience Since you left me here locked up in my room writing all these songs Wake up every morning and turn my computer on Because how else do I deal with these thoughts of you and me I was on the clouds now I'm spiraling into the sea I wrote a message for you, but I couldn't send it I regret it, yeah, I'm sorry I'm pathetic What's this? Caught a sickness and won't be getting better The sun might be shining, but it feels like rainy weather, yeah I try to keep it on the low I try to get you off my mind I try to keep my feelings inside (inside) But it's hard sometimes I thought with you it might work out But I guess I was wrong again I'm not sure what it is with me I've never been good with friends I thought with you it might work out But I guess I was wrong again It doesn't matter who you are Soon we'll come to the end I could never be loved I could never be loved I've gotta hold on, couldn't be loved (I could never be loved) It's been about a year since we last spoke Tryna stay clean but I need more soap Letting out pain with these words I wrote Dried up tears and a bit of sore throat Feelings that I had were beginning to rot Starts off good, then it suddenly stops Yeah, but I'll leave it in the past Now the future's all I got All of these girls, they got me picking sides Falling in love is like my kryptonite Don't know what to do, no, I can't decide Am I meant to be alone? All of these girls, they got me picking sides Falling in love is like my kryptonite Don't know what to do, no, I can't decide Am I meant to be alone? I try to keep it on the low I try to get you off my mind I try to keep my feelings inside But it's hard sometimes I thought with you it might work out But I guess I was wrong again I'm not sure what it is with me I've never been good with friends I thought with you it might work out But I guess I was wrong again It doesn't matter who you are Soon we'll come to the end