I watched it fall away again
I'm tired, so why should I pretend I'm over it?
Fuck it, I'm fine
I'll act like it hasn't been on my mind
I don't know why I tried to hide from lies
I thought that I could have a stable life again
I'm playing blank cassettes
I know you remember the time
I said "what the fuck do you want from me?" off the meds
But then I was left with a lie
You said you would be mine
Look behind misguided eyes, I left everything I had that night
You called me just to invite me back to that city
And leave behind the new life I liked, so I said goodbye
I took my car, I knew it wasn't right
I let regrets surrounding my head fall again
All I wanted, then, was to make amends
It was only months before I watched it end
Remember that note that I left for you?
Desperate, I just needed help, but you decided to vanish
Well, fuck you too
I was homeless and left to move
Abusing a drug that fucked up my head until I overdosed again
I know you remember the time
I said "what the fuck do you want from me?" off the meds
I'm over it
Fuck it, I'm fine
I'll act like it hasn't been on my mind
My last cry for help
