Set Me Free

Laying in my bed All alone with my thoughts Chills down my neck Face getting hot Bout to cop a sweat If I like it or not Guess I'm in denial Try so hard just to kid myself But I'm too weak to refuse the help So here I go on a trip to hell Down another vial Don't know when it's all gonna be over At least I stayed a couple hours sober Now I'm falling down the rabbit hole It's too late now cuz I sold my soul Let it all go gave up all control Caught up in the cycle Forgive me father for my sins I never should've let him in now The devil's got a hold on me Making me do bad things Just so I can find relief Got me praying on my knees Looking up to God To cure me of this one disease I'll do anything to take the pain away Can somebody just tell me that it's gonna be okay The devil's got a hold on me And every night I ask him When he's gonna set me free I ain't gonna lie it was nice at first Felt so good not to feel me hurt But time passed by and it just got worse Stuck inside a prison Maybe if I would've just opened up To the few around me I knew and loved I wouldn't be so damn fucked up Now nobody listens I burned every bridge and said whatever The only thing that makes it any better Is a drink or a pill or a chemical To put me back up on a pedestal That doesn't exist when I'm sensible This is my religion Forgive me father for my sins I never should've let him in now The devil's got a hold on me Making me do bad things Just so I can find relief Got me praying on my knees Looking up to God To cure me of this one disease I'll do anything to take the pain away Can somebody just tell me that it's gonna be okay The devil's got a hold on me And every night I ask him When he's gonna set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free I don't wanna wind up dead If only I could clear my head now Forgive me father for my sins I never should've let him in now The devils got a hold on me Making me do bad things Just so I can find relief I'm still begging on my knees Crying out to God I just wanna be happy please I'll do anything to take the pain away Promise me eventually I'll get there some day The devil's got a hold on me And every night I ask him When he's gonna set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Set me free Breaking through to freedom as I fade away The light is getting brighter as I make my escape Now it's getting hard to breathe Guess the devil won but at least he finally set me free