Double Crown

Only thing I need right now Is something stronger than this double crown It's going down, down, all the way down I don't know if I can find my way out They got me, taking pills that they gave me Hoping that I can feel something, but I feel nothing (I feel nothing) I can't escape the memory of taking everything That was real from me, yeah, I'm still nothing I'm all alone on this path that I follow To drown out my sorrows, I'm back to the bottle It's real humble pies that I'm having to swallow I swear I can't tell you all half of my problems Came from the bottom, this isn't new to me Dealt with the fake friends, dealt with the foolery Now that I'm grown, usually home with the family alone And I swear that shit cool with me Grown ass men does grow man shit How you need another grown man to pay your rent? That don't make no sense How they wave it and forget it and I'm more independent than most these men Pray to my knees hurt, Lord knows I done it It's a lot of loneliness on this road I'm running So high that the crash was a nose dive plummet Learn no good deed goes unpunished Only thing I need right now Is something stronger than this double crown It's going down, down, all the way down I don't know if I can find my way out They got me taking pills that they gave me Hoping that I can feel something, but I feel nothing I can't escape the memory of taking everything That was real from me, yeah, I'm still nothing I don't understand why they try my patience Know I'ma wait for the right occasion I feel like I really need isolation Or the monster inside of me might awaken Look at my past and I still can't believe it My daughter, she gave me a chance and a reason Most of the time I'm at war with myself Some of the time I just dance with my demons I know when I'm wrong, guilty as sin I can't describe how I'm feeling within I just express it and askin' this question If this depression ever really will end Don't understand why I feel this way I don't understand why I feel so caged Wonder why my life always feel so staged Trying to make sure that the bills get paid Only thing I need right now Is something stronger than this double crown It's going down, down, all the way down I don't know if I can find my way out They got me, taking pills that they gave me Hoping that I can feel something, but I feel nothing I can't escape the memory of taking everything That was real from me, yeah, I'm still nothing Only thing I need right now Is something stronger than this double crown It's going down, down, all the way down I don't know if I can find my way out They got me, taking pills that they gave me Hoping that I can feel something, but I feel nothing