Family Man

Head high, no one knows your secret You smile but don't feel a thing at all Don't know that I know about it Live life hiding what happened Do you even know what her name was? You lie to make her happy Where you goin' at night when the lights are down low Street lights come on, you hide from the glow Where you going? Where you going? Where you going? It's time to stand up family man Thought you could do it without all of the thoughts haunting you You think if she found out she'd be fine standing by you? Tell yourself it'll be fine, look me dead in the eyes I know what you're doing, don't make me do it Heartbeat starts getting faster Eyes watching around every turn You fall into paranoia on your own terms You laugh, it's impossible No way this ruined your life You lied to make yourself happy, nice try She's asking questions, like where you going? You're freaking out and there's no way she won't know and She's gonna know and, she's gonna know and How could she know? How could she know? How could she know? Thought you could do it without all of the thoughts haunting you You think if she found out she'd be fine standing by you? Tell yourself it'll be fine, look me dead in the eyes I know what you're doing, don't make me do it Pack your things, head outta town, and never look back Say bye to the kids, say sorry that their mom can't live with their dad How's it feel now that it's done, with all the damage, what you've become Nothing but regret and wishing to take it back What were you doing? What are you doing? How could you do this? Why did you do this? What are, what are, what are you doing? So tell me what's going on in your head You've made it and lied down on your bed The smell of the roses have rotted now Replaying the moment she screamed get out You were broken and lonely she was by your side She caught you, you're left no place to hide Now you wonder if you'll make it out alive Family Man