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Yeah, his name is Tom, but his friends call him T They go in the bed at three, he's barely been gettin' sleep Yeah, he has a family that he never gets to see Spends his time on the poster, people he wants to be He needs another dopamine hit, every like, every pic Influencers out here influencin' him Don't realize that they're not influencin' shit But to buy some more products to make them more rich, motherfuckers Tom wants attention Don't realize real life is worth more than his mentions He's stressin', works nine-to-five just to pay for his pension He questions his purpose, feels low, so he posts to suppress it "Let the comments rain" A bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his name A bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his pain The biggest battle that he fights is his own damn brain, fuck His self-worth is tied to an app Another day, another panic-attack Another person on his pics remindin' him of everything that he lacks He doesn't cry, so instead he just laughs and says I feel the push and the pull Evil in my head won't go I've been here before Think I need help, I know 'Cause I don't feel myself no more When I could never close these doors And my head is so alone Never felt this far from home Yeah, her name is Susan, but her friends call her Sue Got pregnant, had a baby last June and she should be over the moon But lately she's been feelin', it's hard and harder to move She struggles to do the things she used to love and I knew But she's supposed to be a mom, shit Her feelings feel like they been thrown into a moshpit And everyone keeps congratulating Her like she just won a fuckin' Grammy Since her granny passed away, she's been an inch away from lost it Went to bed nauseous, woke up feelin' nauseous Can barely pay the bills or fill the fridge in her apartment Went online for help, but all she found was people talk shit Her baby has to grow up in a world so toxic, damn Was havin' kids a mistake? Heh No one admits it, even if they relate She hits a feeling that she's better replaced Been gettin' high and drinkin' wine just to get through a day Just too much on a plate, doctors tell her just to take more pills Tried one, she don't like how it feels Knows that people have it worse, But it doesn't make her pain less real Tells her friends, time will hopefully heal, 'cause I feel the push and the pull Evil in my head won't go I've been here before Think I need help, I know 'Cause I don't feel myself no more When I could never close these doors And my head is so alone Never felt this far from home Yeah, his name is Mark, a lot of people call him Witt He started makin' music just to show 'em he can spit Make a little money, buy his mom and dad a whip Proved to everyone who doubted now that he could make it big Motherfucker's on the way, uses pain to paint the people his picture The ones that want the most of, they never started off with ya Somehow he has it gone off and lost himself into liquor Or sold his soul for a playlist to Play his shit, can you picture this? Almost losing your sister, then you losing your dad Then you losing your love or the love that you thought you had Then you losing yourself writing "Losing You," calling MAX You're blessed and you fuckin' know It, feel bad for just feelin' bad, but He's scared that everyone will use him Every day is more a product and less and less of a human Lately he's been feelin' like Truman, Would people care if they lose him? They criticize, but can't help playing him the music, I feel the– I feel the push and the pull Evil in my head won't go I've been here before Think I need help, I know 'Cause I don't feel myself no more When I could never close these doors And my head is so alone Never felt this far from home 'Cause I don't feel myself no more When I could never close these doors And my head is so alone Never felt this far from home
Writer(s): Mark Richard, Chris Michaud, Daniel Haynes Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
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