Can't Stop Starting

Every time I think I've learned my lesson They pull me back in Forgot to count my blessings Gave up a sure thing for Another chance another fling Every time I think I've found my muse I fuck it up I just can't choose my poison I'll lose her like I found her Unsatisfied with life around her I'm my Own worst enemy The one standing in front of me I'm ruining my happy endings Can't stop starting new beginnings Over all my shit I can't keep getting away with this I'm turning myself into me Lock me up and throw away the key Every time I think I've learned my lesson I hit rewind I'm back at the beginning Here we go again Same old bullshit same old end just Take a break Stop and think Is this worth the time I sink Into one more notch etched in my bedpost Shouldn't I be more judgmental I'm my Own worst enemy The one standing in front of me I'm ruining my happy endings Can't stop starting new beginnings Over all my shit I can't keep getting away with this I'm turning myself into me Lock me up and throw away the key I'm my Own worst enemy The one standing in front of me I'm ruining my happy endings Can't stop starting new beginnings Over all my shit I can't keep getting away with this I'm turning myself into me Lock me up and throw away the key