Never Good Enough

Here I am, once again Way too close to the edge Terrified, open eyes I'm seeing red I would rather die tonight Then let you down one more time (One more time) Sick of coming undone Letting down everyone Mediocre at best Maybe better off dead Am I a failure from birth? Is misery what I deserve? Am I just so void of love? That I'm never good, never good enough Demonize, criticize Your words eat me alive Just like knives Tearing me from the inside What you want I'll never be Why can't you be proud of me? (Proud of me) Sick of coming undone Letting down everyone Mediocre at best Maybe better off dead Am I a failure from birth? Is misery what I deserve? Am I just so void of love? That I'm never good, never good enough I hate to disappoint you But it's in my DNA Everything you give me I somehow will disgrace I never asked to be like this A grave mistake you can't forgive A filthy stain, oh, what a shame Can you just wash me away? Sick of coming undone Letting down everyone Mediocre at best Maybe better off dead Am I a failure from birth? Is misery what I deserve? Am I just so void of love? That I'm never good, never good enough