Bedroom Ceiling

If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling Would you have me commited for the things I'm feeling? When I tell anybody else it only goes in circles Sick of oversharing 'til my face gets purple No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone If you heard the things that I say to my bedroom ceiling You'd be more focused on fixing than who they're killing Don't know why you cringe when I say I don't want to live Four inch concrete listened better than you ever did No one understands me like my bedroom ceiling Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Let me be alone 'Cause I've already found the perfect therapist Hanging from my home And nothing feels better than to cry like this Let me be alone 'Cause I've already found the perfect therapist Hanging from my home And nothing feels better than to cry like this Oh, this is so messed up 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone Oh, let me spill my guts With the only one that will never run When I'm at my worst and I'm so ashamed I open up and nobody stays Oh no, am I that messed up? 'Cause I trust this room more than anyone