Sober

What up, y'all? My name's Tom, little while back was a alcoholic Had a mental breakdown like a year ago, came close to put me in a coffin Damn, after the hooker I loved, after I did all the drugs After I finally got fired for showing up late to the job hella tired and drunk After the Oxys I put up my nose with my boss on the oil rigs when I was young After my ex cut her wrists, and the cops thought I stabbed her And beat me, then put me in cuffs After I totaled my car tryna run from the cops with a kilo of coke in the trunk After I drank 'til I rotted my teeth out my head, got infections in all of my gums After I couldn't get hard 'cause the vodka and porno sedated me 'til I was numb After I couldn't escape from the basement I rented and went to go live with my mom After I cheated on people I needed and lied tryna hide from the guy that I was Then I got sober, the madness was over, now I am proud of the man I've become, yeah I'm finally someone that I know again I started climbing out the hole I'm in Fighting demons and I know I'll win It's time for me to mend these broken wings Life has been hard, I know it gets better This is a war that I'll fight forever I have my scars, I'll always remember When I lost it all and never surrendered What up y'all? My name's MadChild, I've been off the Xanies for a while now I was waking up feeling suicidal, but I think I'm finally starting to smile now Man, I lived a hell of a life, I've been to hell and back twice Lost ten million dollars, three different addictions, don't tell me 'bout paying the price From penthouses with top models, hanging with strippers we'd pop bottles To anxious and hiding alone in my room from the world, I was pissing in pop bottles From chart-topping and being a role model, to flop records and lost follows When I cop product, got a month's worth; when I left the spot, cops followed If you saw a photo, it was only face 'cause I was 85 pounds overweight Mental breakdown, tryna catch a plane, wasn't MadChild, I was only Shane My puppy Lola was my only gang, had to put my baby in a fucking grave I walked away from every brick I laid so I could build a new wall to keep me safe I'm finally someone that I know again I started climbing out the hole I'm in Fighting demons and I know I'll win It's time for me to mend these broken wings Life has been hard, I know it gets better This is a war that I'll fight forever I have my scars, I'll always remember When I lost it all and never surrendered When you fall down and the world's closing in You can get up again, up again Life has been hard, I know it gets better This is a war that I'll fight forever I have my scars, I'll always remember When I lost it all and never surrendered