In Spite of You

I know I said I wouldn't care but Honestly that was a lie Every place I go I still see Memories of you and I So I have seemed to find myself right now In spite of you Sure I know I've made some mistakes Passive and stubborn it's true But the way I say things sometimes Those words just sound like you So I have seemed to find myself right now In spite of you Just when I think I'm alright Thoughts of you less at night And then my dreams turn on me Oh, they put me back in time So I have seemed to find myself right now In spite of you You ruined everything Shouldn't have played along Ruined my favorite sweater Even my favorite song 'Cause I know I can't go back Can't erase anything A mouthful of resentment I've been holding back on myself Thinking that I couldn't live without you I was wrong for thinking You were right about me Bad intentions are getting questioned I've said I've had enough Never put me first Want me when it hurts Shut up save your words Each and every time Another fault of mine Is that I never learned to tell you no I've been lying in the grass Secrets that I have Trusting you with that Confidence I lack Should've turned my back You ruined everything Shouldn't have played along Ruined my favorite sweater Even my favorite song 'Cause I know I can't go back Can't erase anything A mouthful of resentment I've been holding back on myself Thinking that I couldn't live without you I was wrong for thinking You were right about me Bad intentions are getting questioned I've said I've had enough, enough Bad intentions are getting questioned You ruined everything Shouldn't have played along Ruined my favorite sweater Even my favorite song 'Cause I know I can't go back Can't erase anything A mouthful of resentment A mouthful of resentment