Again

Just try to guess why my eyes are closed I have thoughts of you when I'm alone All this time that I spent with you Should've known I didn't need to But I knew all along So I try to guess why it all went wrong But I took it and what's left of me is hanging on See there's boys that will deceive you Try to blame it on your issues But you fucking knew all along (Tear me open) Tear me open you will see What a wreck I've come to be (Empty on the inside, but pretty on the outside) And even if you think I've got it all You're so wrong (Empty on the inside, but pretty on the outside) Should I find a way to impress you? Put all my make up on Should I dress up for you too? You're only here because I let you And honestly I don't care If I ever forget you, ever forget you Should we go back to your place now? Isn't that what we do? Sitting on the couch face to face now Are you leaning in too? With familiar lips and the same old tricks No, you haven't changed a bit I should have known all along (Tear you open) Tear you open and we'll see What a mess you've come to be (You're broken on the inside, put together on the outside) And everyone thinks that we've got it all But they're wrong (You're broken on the inside, put together on the outside) Should I find a way to impress you? Put all my make up on Should I dress up for you too? You're only here because I let you And honestly I don't care If I ever forget you, ever forget you Do you ever wonder how it's not right? How do you sleep at night? It's pointless 'cause I've said a million times Silence left me on the outside But that's where you belong Now that's where you have always belonged Just try to guess why my eyes are closed I think of you when we're not together Someday, I will find another This broken heart won't last forever Should I find a way to impress you? Put all my make up on Should I dress up for you? You're only here because I've let you And honestly I don't care If I ever forget you (You're only here because I let you) (Put all my makeup on) And honestly I don't care If I ever forget you, ever forget you Should I find a way to impress you?