Love Me (feat. Brianna Harness)

I come from the bottom I ain't ever had the upper hand I will put it all on the line I have no other plans I am at war with myself Do you really understand? Would you love me if you really knew just how fucked up I am? Some days I wonder, if I disappear, would anybody care? Some days I wish that somebody was here but there's nobody there Ask me where I'd rather be than here, I'll say anywhere I just roll another stick of gas and put it in the air Come on, let's have a conversation, I'll show you how pain feels I can take you to a place where everyone's on pain pills And the kind of pain we feel is something pills can't heal You won't feel me if you ain't never struggled to pay bills Lord, strike me dead if I'm lying Been in the belly of the beast Went head to head with the lion Ever heard a baby cryin' 'cause it's hungry and it's tired? Ever seen a single mother that struggles to buy diapers? I have Sit alone in a dark room Sayin' prayers to the Lord I keep seein' the signals But don't know what they're for In my mind, I'm a prisoner Sittin' on death row I keep hearin' the whispers Sayin' don't let go If I said I'm afraid Would you love me? Would you love me? If I showed you my pain Would you love me? Would you love me? The same Does a star's light die if there's no one looking? A recipe for disaster, my demons are cooking Drink of regret, I've been left by some car keys Celebrate my pay with my name on the markings Sit alone in a dark room Sayin' prayers to the Lord I keep seein' the signals But don't know what they're for In my mind, I'm a prisoner Sittin' on death row I keep hearin' the whispers Sayin' don't let go If I said I'm afraid Would you love me? Would you love me? If I showed you my pain Would you love me? Would you love me? Sit alone in a dark room (sit alone in a dark room) Sayin' prayers to the Lord (sayin' prayers to the Lord) I keep seein' the signals (I keep seein' the signals) But don't know what they're for (but don't know what they're for) In my mind, I'm a prisoner (in my mind, I'm a prisoner) Sittin' on death row (sittin' on death row) I keep hearin' the whispers (I keep hearin' the whispers) Sayin' don't let go (sayin' don't let go)